Just Thinking

I was reading some other people's blogs and I thought how very easy and pathetic my life is. True, I'm barely a teenager but still. *is sad* I feel kind of empty right now.

I decided to post-pone the Dedication ceremony to the full moon in august when there is a lunar eclipse. That an I'm a little nervous (alright alot) about perorming such an important ritual in an unfamiliar place. All the same I packed a white candle, a gold candle, a package of matches (only 2 left inside) and my wand.

I think I feel so empty because i'm in the Book-morbid hangover stage.

Book Morbid:
The condition in which one becomes quiet, sad and or empty feeling during or after reading a good book. Levels of Book Morbid-ness increase, decrease, or simply don't exsist depending on how good the book is in the eyes of the reader. See Also: Book Morbid Hangover, or Stages of Book Morbid-ness.

Stages of Book Morbid-ness:
-Book-Morbid stage one/ The reader becomes quiet, antisocial, and sometimes irritable wilst reading a good book.
-Book Morbid stage two/ The reader may seem depressed, or sad, as well as the symptoms mentioned above. These symptoms could and usually do worsen during the end of the book.
-Book Morbid stage three/ The reader may withdraw almost completely in order to finish the book. Syptoms of stages one and two usually worsen.
-Book Morbid stage four/ Some readers skip this stage of Book Morbid-ness, returning to their natural selves almost directly after finishing the book. For others stage four creates an empty feeling in the reader, as though there is nothing more to do in life (not meaning to sound suicidal or anything). Levels of Book Morbid-ness and the period for which stage four of Book morbid-ness may last depends on the individual reader
>>Note: It has been found that only the most avid readers expeirience the Book Morbid condition, there is no none cure for Book Morbid-ness.

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An that is my snazzy, proffesional sounding definition of Book Morbidness. Alright, I need to go to bed now. Good Night!

Party

I had my party with Amanda, Simone, Niki, and my sisters' friends Sophie and Kendal. It was pretty cool, mom wasn't particulrly happy during it though. Amanda (grrr, her name is so hard to type because of the already broken "A" key on theh keyboard) swiped pint down my back and we had an awesome jello fight. That's right, I said Jello. It looked like a bloody murder seen in the front yard do to the fact that it was red jello.

Mom has not been happy the last few days, i can't really blame her but still.

I'm goign with Simone to San Franscico this Saturday, and doing my dedication ceremony up there. It might be slightly awkward but I think it'll be fine. Dad wants a spell for good helth so I'm making a faerie potion for him (it's acually a pasta mel which is pretty cool)I need to look up how to include others in rituals, I've totlly forgotten.

Alright I think that's it for now. C ya Later!!! -Flickering_Heart

DDR obsession

Simone's over and we've been playing DDr for like, 3 hours. I must destroy my goal song!!!!! I wonder if the obsession is unhealthy...

A Recap

My birthday was two days ago, It ws really great. UNfortunetly today and the day before today both sucked butt (a favorite expression of Simone's. Important: I FINLLY GOT MY LAPTOP!!!! im so happy. unfortunetly the A key fell off. I have it taped on right now. Anyway mom's been yelling at us nonstop about how we arne't doing anything wiht our summer. Well I've got some words for you lady::
**ehem* ITS OUR F*** SUMMER AND WE"LL DO WHATEVER THE H*** WE WANT WITH IT! GET OFF OUR CASE!!!!!!!!

ha, as if I would ever say that to her. I would if I could but I can't because she would kill me without hesitation. IN other awful news monique destroyed my game in Okami by saving over it with her own. I'm forcing her to get me back to the exact spot I was before and then she will never play it again, EVER.

Wow, reading over this now nothing's been goign right for me the past week or so. Huh. I sw hrry potter and the order of the pheonix, it was really great. THe 7th book is out this weekend but I wont get a chance to read it till after my party with my friends. Grrr, whatever.

I'm also in a bunch of new RP's on the MR forum, im not on the WW form anymore. Which is fine. I played the gme And then there were none. I only barrowed it from simone I'm really glad I didn't buy it. Sadly I'm still a very very very lonely witch. ANY WITCHES WHO READ THIS BLOG: PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU CAN!!!!

I haven't had any meaningful conversations with the animals lately. NOthing interesting to talk about.

Wow, this is totally the longest post I've ever done!!! If I think of anythihng else I'll post it on here, I'm hoping I'll be able to keep up more now that I have my own laptop computer.